Running on Emergency Power

So yes. I have survived February. But you know what? It was pretty rough.

I know it’s ironic that someone who goes on about how taking care of your mental health is important went and let herself slip, but there we are.ย I went off my medication in November because it wasn’t working (I thought). I thought it was just the winter blues. I thought if I ploughed through it would get better. Then February hit, and with it a new wave of job insecurity and I just couldn’t anymore.

So I got help. I went back on my medicine, I dropped back on work projects, and I hunkered down. Now it’s a few weeks back on medicine and a holiday starting this weekend and I think the worst of it has passed and the sun is both metaphorically and literally coming back out. In the meantime in between though, it is very much like running on emergency power. You eat, sleep (somewhat), get dressed and go to work. You try not to be a monster to the people in your life. You have to remember that it DOES get better.

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Having lunch in the park with some sun does help lift the spirits a bit.

Life does continue on around you in all this, and I’m glad I was dragged out into the public on occasion and made to talk to other humans. Some cool things did still happen. In the lab I got to see a 14,700 year old human skull that they think was used as a ceremonial drinking bowl.ย  Some days this job is unreal and I love it.

Some more of the things I’ve been working on are finally being made public, and that’s pretty nifty. (Even if the photos of myself are a bit naff.) The cetaceans project is still in progress, though on the back burner to the Toxodon one. Also, they finally put a 3D model of Hope the Blue Whale online!ย On one hand, working on high visibility projects is an honour and is amazing work. On the other hand, working on high visibility projects is ABSOLUTELY TERRIFYING if something goes wrong. And just a behind-the-scenes secret – something will always go wrong. You just have to hope the time you budgeted in for the snafu is enough. And that it doesn’t snow.

And snow it did! The Beast from the East came through Britain and froze everything. Normally it’s just the north that gets the snow dump, but this time around, Colchester and the surrounding East Anglia got an absolute blizzard on and off over four days. Trains were cancelled, buses weren’t running, and grocery stores ran out of random food supplies. It was a wild week, and then justย gone by Monday. It felt like being back in Idaho for a bit.

Outside of work, M and I went down to Brighton to visit friends in the month. It was rainy, but it was really cool from what I did see. I’d love to go back in the summer sometime. On the way home we also found a display of Roman remains dug up in a motorway service station, displayed between the toilet entrances and the fast food seating. Truly an English phenomena. Snuck a bit of America in though. Five Guys are opening up in all the major towns and cities here in the UK, and I think I’ve gotten M hooked on the new Colchester one. Bwahaha.

Also in Colchester – did you know that Twinkle Twinkle Little Star was written here? The house is still privately owned, but you can see the plaque on the front of it. That and the Pizza Express down the road has conspicuously themed their restaurant around the rhyme.

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We may have walked by at like 10 at night, humming the tune like creepers.

If the pizza didn’t give a hint, any plans of my Year of Monthly Challenges hit a complete standstill when Depression snuck up. Snacks were eaten when snacks were offered. Somehow I still managed to lose another 1.8 kg (3.9 lbs), so that’s nice. However, February was survival mode, and March is healing mode, so we’ll just jump back on this 30-Day Challenge Bandwagon in April when I’m a functional human being again.

Anyway, I’m off to see my family and friends in Tennessee for nearly three weeks, and I’m so excited! I imagine that’ll likely be when you hear from me next, so speak soon. ๐Ÿ™‚

— Kate

 

Trip to Leeds (Winter 2016)

Fast forward into early December! We’d taken some friends up on their offer to come and see them in Leeds. M and I took the Friday off and trundled into the Little Red Mini to adventure forth up the M11. It was a welcome break to not have to go around the M25 for a change. It was exciting as a first trip up to Leeds, and because the lovelies we were going to see for the weekend had cats. ๐Ÿ™‚

We arrived after a slight detour off the motorway and through a village and turned around to go for dinner at a nearby Indian restaurant. The samosas were legit, man. The guys are childhood friends and were quickly thick as thieves again, cracking jokes and catching up. Myself and the lovely K caught up as well on life. We haven’t seen each other since Thanksgiving last!

It was a lovely evening, but we were up and ready for the next day’s adventures. First to the Yorkshire Sculpture Park. The park is an open-air gallery showing work by many modern artists, including the well-known Henry Moore. The YSP is situated in the grounds of Bretton Hall, which was an 18th century estate until recently, when it became a college.

If you’re in the area it’s a great place for a peaceful walk, as well as enjoying art (and possibly some chips at the centre).

We returned back to theirs in the afternoon and has some down time before we then drove over to see the seasonal event going on – the Magic Lantern Festival!

The festival was held in Roundhay Park in Leeds. It was a mixture of traditional Chinese culture and Christmas festivities all wrapped up in gigantic lanterns lit and inflated across the park. We entered through a massive lantern gateway and joined a moving troupe of families as everyone marvelled at the lanterns and took photos. The pathway meandered through the park at a leisurely pace, leading up to the ultimate lantern to be found at the end of twin dragons over a pond.

With about a million photos each, we all nipped off to a nearby pub to warm up and inspect our pictures. We had also met up with some of their friends at the festival, who joined us afterwards.

From there it was back home to order some of the best local delivery pizza I have had in ages, and then we all chattered away the night!

The next morning was a bit of excitement, as the shower started leaking into the ceiling below, onto the heads of our hosts drinking tea. It was a tense moment, but her dad was able to come over and diagnosed it as a simple seal issue. It was fixed, the ceiling was dried, and all was well with the world again!

We finally headed out and had an uneventful drive home. The highlight of the drive was probably the news that the cats were finally getting the hang of the cat flap and no longer merely stared at it and cried. Progress for kitties. ๐Ÿ™‚

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Until next post!

 

— Kate

8 Days: M8 Motorway

The M8 is the busiest motorway in Scotland and one of the busiest in the United Kingdom. It connects the country's two largest cities, Glasgow and Edinburgh, and serves other large communities including Airdrie, Coatbridge, Greenock, Livingston and Paisley. The motorway is 60 miles (97 km) long โ€“ excluding a 6-mile (9.7 km) gap between the Glasgow suburb of Baillieston and Newhouse โ€“ and is notorious for traffic jams, especially its Central Glasgow section. The motorway has one service station, located in Harthill.
The M8 is the busiest motorway in Scotland and one of the busiest in the United Kingdom. It connects the country’s two largest cities, Glasgow and Edinburgh, and serves other large communities including Airdrie, Coatbridge, Greenock, Livingston and Paisley. The motorway is 60 miles (97 km) long โ€“ excluding a 6-mile (9.7 km) gap between the Glasgow suburb of Baillieston and Newhouse โ€“ and is notorious for traffic jams, especially its Central Glasgow section. The motorway has one service station, located in Harthill.